From the Moment.. let's talk bout LOvEEE

from the moment i wake up... this is what i often see. That same old window... whispering my eyes... a mellow good morning. New day yet same old life.
First thing that comes to my mind... What to do? Well, i'm that same old person who lames around after i woke up. Breakfast in bed???? NAAAHH. it's almost twelve when I go back to the real world after hours of dreaming...

from the moment i realized what's the day? I really don't care... as if... everyday is just the same normal day to me. Well yeaaa but of course I consider "some" days extraordinary. how bout now? huh? today is??? February 14! Valentine's Day??? Oh yea.. the day... not that extraordinary... -_- (ows. KJ bko.. heheh)

from the moment... i've learned that there's such the date as Valentine's, i really don't take the day so much. Not like other people.. yea, i know the day is somewhat special for lovebirds... and all the looove in the world. I guess, the day, today.. is just a a day to celebrate St. Valentine? I don't know. A day to express your love for someone? QUESTION! You could express your feelings anytime, what's so special about the day??? -_- Maybe the day has magic or something. -_- (wekeke. magic..)

from the moment... I knew the word Love? I don't know, I learned lots of things. How to care, how to.. uhh.. love? how to express. how to be true to someone. how to learn to accept someone. how to sacrifice. awww.. ain't that sweet? sacrifice? yea i've sacrificed... ignoring myself for the sake of others. WAW! I've done that? YEA... don't ask. BUT REALITY CHECK, How i define sacrifice? SACRIFICE IS A WORD TO ME THAT DOESN'T SPEAK OF DYING FOR SOMEONE, OR BLEEDING OR... ANY OTHER BLOODY CRAPS. I'm not immortal. DAAH! -_- hehehe... -_- (napaka thoughtful ko! wak ng umangal) *Ehem.. how I define love? Love is when you can't think of any reason why you love that someone but you are so sure about it, you don't care what others will say for love sake. It is a feeling that can kill you when expressed too much. Well REALITY CHECK! let's be practical, just think, could the person, whom you love a lot, do the lovin that you do? =) Be wise, you're just a human... THOUGH IT'S REALLY HARD TO BE WISE WHEN YOU DO LOVE. Yeah, but of course don't forget to think about yourself too ^_^ DON'T BE SO DUMB. ^_^ You're simply human... not God. ^_^ Well, Love is really undefined, Love can be defined in the way you express it. It is when you don't exactly know if what you're doing is true or right though deep inside you know you're just doing it for the sake of the happiness of others. OF COURSE, YOU CARE. Aw.

BUT WHAT IF... From the moment the window closes by your eyes, you knew the other person doesn't really love you anymore...? AWWW THAT HURTS. BE BRAVE.. Face it.. Love's consequences... yea.. though hard to accept. But that's reality. You'll move on. Your life won't end heartbroken, THAT IS IF YOU REALLY MOVED. ^_^ smile.... there's always someone who'll be there someday who can appreciate you differently... ^_^

.....how to keep someone? no harassments (lol). no possessive attitudes. Learn to share. TRUST. learn to forgive. BE humble. No excessive feelings. LAHAT NG Sobra bawal... cge bka resbakan ka ng nararamdaman mo. HEHE. JUST LOVE! -_- helllll i don't what i'm saying. ung iba dyan nkuha ko lang sa text hekeke, ung iba dyan nkuha ko sa pagssenti ko. hekeke. chaka... wla lang. nagppumiling lang ako. (bket msma ba?) hekeke. lol. GE

... LOVE AND PEACE. ROK \m/

that old feeling

oh. i guess i forgot to post again. its just that i want to sleep and sleep even though i can't.. these days. i guess im stuck with my computer and some movie junks...



yea.. okay, i stopped studying. IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK OKAY.. i didn't get my eyes cold on books and professors and i'm not feeling lame bout college... OH YOU KNOW, In case you don't remember, I'm leaving for US.. right? hehe. please don't think my time's wasted at home, yeaaa i get bored but i get through it anyway.

i missssssss my college life. hahaha. i miss playing those money-worthy-games with my.. "PAREs" heheheh.




ANd I miss hanging out with my girL buds. . .


oh i forgot, I MISS ABEL!



waaaa.. namimiss ko panghahampas sau... ung mga batang humabol sau para bigyan mo cla ng pera pero minura mo. hahaha... and our "SITE SEEING..." (anu ba tama hmf, SIGHT o SITE? waaa nabubu nku.)

oh anyway. OK lang un. happy naman aku eh. chempre. andyan c STRAW weee. i miss saying that. straw straw straw straw straw. hehehe. ^^,

watch the number

DRAW101W - 2.25
ENG102 - 1.75
HUM114 - 1.75
MATH101L - 2.00
MATH102 - 1.75
MATH103 - 2.50
NSTP102 - 1.50
PE102 - 1.75

Weighted Average: 1.92

...oh my. hehehe. weeee. im sooo happy. My grades paved up weee. yey. ^^ i guess i'm leaving Mapua in a good condition. yey yey *cheers
yea, well before, it was 2.19. ^^ yey i finally reached "one" i can't believe it. ^^

-errr yesterday? its a 17... -wla lang. hehehe. I can feel Christmas so much...
-errr later? i'm going back to my alma mater. Why? We were invited to attend their lantern parade. *cheers BUT the bad thing is... tinatamad aku. chaka required na isuot color green. WOAH. I don't have anything green to wear. All my green stuffs are sort of "pambahay." Haynko maghahalungkat na lang aku. Well, perhaps i'm going to see my old classmates again... hmmm. heheh. anu kya mngyyri.

hehhe. weee wla lang... saya ko. weeeee.

*toast for me
*cheers

resurrected

I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
Will you give in to me?
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
Will you give in to me?

....yea im alive! finally the disturbance is over... we're on vacation... weee.. im on evacuating mapua... happy? nahhh. im a little sad... i don't want to leave my studies, my new freshie friends... but i have to. why am i leaving? errr... because of the stupid states thingy. you know that. my insterview is on january 10, 2006... bummer.. i think im goin to be out for 3-6months... i do hope it wont excede that time span... i think i wont take it. FOR SURE im going to miss all of my... err... miss all of them and that. WELL of course my only one... aaaaaaaaaa will i take it? that long... woah. I'll miss him. really...really...really. damn.


errr,,, snap it out.. well, uhm let's be smiley-smiley... hmm, yesterday, our last day in Mapua.. well, i don't know if i did good in the departmentals. And i'm in danger... yea, my analytic geom to be exact. OUR LONGTESTS' total is over 400. the passing is 240. guess what's my total... it's 239! waa crap! well anyway i hope im going to pass it. Hmm, oh btw, I've received gifts! hiyehey!


the box is from Bernice, the pen from Chris and the diary from Mazel. Bunches of thanks!!! =)

1...2...3... here it goes? ENCHANTED KINGDOM!!! weee! me and my friends went there yesterday after the exam.
but before that happened.. it's an adventure. haha. crap crap! we left the campus at about 2pm and went straight to cavite to pick up my.. uh.. Him... hehe. before we reached the stupid place, the traffic daze went all over us so it's a long journey and we were like exhausted when we dropped by him at around errr... 4:30pm. HAH! latey late! Then we continued our oh-so-enchanted-adventure. wahahha. we almost got lost in getting there. guess what time we arrived? 8:00pm!!! oh my God! we were like drop dead sick! but our weariness dropped dead too when we entered the enchanting place. HAHAHHA. (enchanting... hehehe. *glitter *glitter)



3 RIDES! man! its okay anyway... first we headed for the anchor's away. then we went sliding and puddling through the log jam and finally made our finalle.. to the wheel of fate. dumdum.. it's still okay. at least we're happy. I mark that day. I have deeper reasons... you want to know? I can't write it here. Well, a summary of it is a biiiiiG thank you to Robert. ^^ (cya si HIM) hehehe. WELL of course bunches of thanks again to my friendssss for the moments. heheh. ehem.. Exactly 10 in the evening we left the spot. we went home... I arrived at 11:30. heheh. and BOOM i dropped at my bed... sleeeeeeping. sweetdreams to me.


"hold on to me.dont let go.i wont."

i lived and i died

*bump

again and again and again it has been a long time. AMP muntik ng mapanis tong site na toh. hehehe.

i've changed the layout... and called it "i lived and i died."

OMG.

I've died already? well it's not literally speaking okay. It's like, i've died for some sort of feeling before that despairs me and was reincarnated again... to start a new one... basta un.

So what's the latest crap?
-i don't know. Haha. I don't have a crush on "Devil Eyes" anymore. hehehe. haynko. crush crush. nonsense. kay ano na lang ako... kay.... kay....762. heheh? gets? gets? solid EHHH. taob. chempre... he's the reason why i've died and then again... lived.... nakanang. muka mo!!!!!

-1st week of 2nd qtr at college. GOTHNESS! new classes and mates again! BBye DevilEyes... (o d ko na crush... tropa lang) hehe. BBye Professor Severino. Oh I don't know. Thinking rationally, That's the most strict professor I've ever met. One wrong move and YOUR DEAD! The hell she is like the devil. Do you what's "tense"? WELL you could really feel the meaning of it if she's your devil. BUT, you know, Our new professor in Humanities (well she's on Hum113, the new one is HUm114)is the opposite on the other side! Smiling face and what-ev's. BUT I DON't JUST GET IT. I LIKE THE OLD DEVIL better than the NEW ANGEL. huh? ...never mind.

-SEVENTEEN. Ano un? wala lang.

-2.19 -gothness that's my final grade in the 1st qtr. i passed yey.

-A BOY! waaa! you know what, really, my new friends always gag me that I'm a... BOY. GOTHNESS!!!! waaaa! I know it's a joke or something. But sometimes, I don't like the sound of it... babae po ako. guRRRLLL. boyish lang pero... straight girl. =D

-so, what more? ....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

hey... check this craps. These are (as usual) my results. hehe.

Girl Name: Queen Nocturna

Guy
Name: Lord Lestat

*You will kill an
enemy in the near future*

You tend to hide
behind your squeeky clean image. You hope that
no one will reveal you past but you have know
idea that everyone won't mind as much as you
think.


What Is Your Goth Name?
brought to you by Quizilla

A heavenly princess


what you should see in the mirror
brought to you by Quizilla

You can sense death nearby. Whenever someone is on
the verge of death within a certain distance
from you, you can sense it. You don't know
where it happens, all you know is that is was
close by.


If you had a 6th sense, what would it be? (pics)
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...okay.. OVER.

DevilEyes

....hey!

it's been a long time again. tagal ko ng di post dito ng meh sense na post? OMG. hehe. well what happened to me anywei these days? a couple of craps and a couple of gaps. gaps? ewan wala lang.


hmmm.... my studies? asteeg. malapit na finals... bilis noh? chempre batang mapuan. hehe. naka resbak nko sa mga di ko feel na scores sa subjects ko. asteeg aus! errr.... my ragnarok life? waaaa...abel is leaving the worLddd. too bad... I'm gonna miss hanging out with him onLiNe... killing and taunting his Blacksmith. hehehe. errr and also, we watched a play, oh i forgot when... basta di ko maapreciate ung ganda. i don't know... even though it's musical and it's all about the disney animations. wala lang. hihi.

DevilEyes? the hell what about it? hmmm, as days on my college life continue to exist... hay, chempre, i can't resist having a crush? dame nga eh. wekeke. PACUTE mode. hahaha. joke. pero bat gnun dumadame 1st impression saking... tomboy daw aku waaaaaaaaaaaa! -_- guRL aku. wehehe. guRRRL... *ehem ok, back on the devil eye thing, err crushes? yea? so what about it? chempre meh top 5. Some are from the dorm and some are from the campus. i won't tell WHERE in the campus. hihihi. Chempre ung top 1 crush ko e... errr... wala lang. asteeg cya. ^-^ eh anu connection ng devileyes? wala lng nkaka2wa ung eyes nia. hahaha. bsta amporma, parang ewan pa mga expression. \m/

anywei... wla lng un. Crush lang un. wekeke.

uhm, what am i doing now? well, exactly saying i'm on our computer lab right now. i've finished early on the seatwork that's why i'm free to do whatever i want to. yey! kung meh ragna lang dito.... bka favorite ko na tong subject na to. hihihi.
bat nga pla gnun? kahit maglaro and magpakaadik sa ragna... aus prin grades ko? uyyyy mayabang. hehehe. ^-^V

errr. okay? whatever. see ya round.


chiLL \m/

siLenced

...been quite quiet for while. Yea, my pc was broken.... T_T pero chmpre gawa na. wahihihihi. Anyway, I'm not at my crib right now but of course... sa DORM! welllll ako yata nagpapayaman ng shop dito. wehehe. chmpre... ADIKS sukeeeee. ^_^

oh, hey i got this personality thing at friendster. It's about the march people.......

MARCH: Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate
Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest,
generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and
serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others.
Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and
returns kindness. Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves
traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in
choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically
talented. Loves special things. Moody.


totoo ba? OO SEXY AKO. haha joke. ung iba 22o... ung iba nde.... half half eheheh.
Anyway... i got nothing to say. Well, I'm sleepy and all that... err not really, i don't care if i have classes tomorrow.... ehhh wala lang. sarap tlga tumutok sa PC. weeeeeee. x5 pa sa Ragna. weeeeeee. anu ba yan bka maging 2 na 99 ko. waaa. ^_^ joke. hehehe. errr, Abel... I mean, me and him were almost lost AGAIN at intramuros. We're like the stupidest people here. Mga taga Cavite talga... ahihihi. Tapos aun, lapit n fiesta sa... TANZa... waw. FOODTRIP. =D

*ehem. ok .... maybe i need to go now..? gabi na eeee meh pasok pko bukas. Actually ayoko pumasok kse tnatamad ako. ahahahah. pero kelangan e.....

bbye...