Saturday, February 12, 2005

reason for that blind mistake

cheers!
nevertheless, this is a new site. MY NEW SITE. new life... right. I've dumped my old one. Yeah, my ringwraith.... oh well. This is my new world. IM SORRY FOR THE SIMPLE LAYOUTS. Got no time to design. yeah, im in a busy busy world at this moment. shuckz. Oh well, The site's name...... ACCIDENTALLY BLIND. uhuh. Why so? Accidentally because... i'm some kinda feeling so ambushed. yeah like... i'm breakin. And the word "blind" because I don't want to see the reason why i'm breakin' ...i don't wanna see things which will spare my wounds.

*stop

now, now... let's get this over with. Seriously, I'm breakin' these past few days. It happened because of my reason. Some filthy reason why I'm acting up strange and confused. RIGHT. I don't know if i commited a mistake or something. I don't know what to feel about that reason. sheeesh. A lot of things are really oh-so-unclear these days. A while ago, Nerilyn, a close friend, told me stories. uhuh. Sad confusiong stories that she feels. I'm some kinda inspired on what she told me. Yeah. She asked me, "why is it that we need to carry the burden of the person we care?"
Yeah i know, it's some kinda rubbish but, i know... we can't help it. we love to "care" more for that person. Yeah, she has a good point.... but why is it? Maybe it's because... that burden she has is the only reason for her to hide her feelings, I mean.... that burden is the only reason THAT can HIDE her feelings. RIGHT. Well so much for that..

*rewind

you know what, i got my own burden. And you know who is it.... it's "Straw!" (cge mamatay kau sa kakaicp kung cnu yon) YEAH. I can't understand really............... I DON'T HAVE AN IDEA. ALL MY MIND AND HEART SPEAKS IS THAT, I am so blurred up. I can't understand. I really want to forget about him. BUT IF I WILL, all the memories I had will be wasted. BAD3PZ. HALOS ARAW-ARAW KO PA NAMAN NAPAPAGINIPAN. amfness. HAHAHA. nabulag bako sa pagiging tanga at nahulog ako don? echoz na buhay toh. @_@ Honga, paki ko ba don? (mahal mo na e) DUH... nde? gulong gulo na nga ko don e (baka pnagtripan ka lang) GANON. well, if that's true... eh d BBYE na talga sa knya. AS IN. I'm not like other girls who would die just to get their man back. Those are losers. oh yeah. Think of it, it's not girls who should run for their guys.... it's the guys thAnG to do that! RIGHT! ah basta... bato ako... bato...

*blah

>>errrr? time to end this now. too long i guess. Well i got carried away. SOOO... g'bye.