bestowed

"...it was given... my word... my worth... i don't know when would it be finally yours..."

amp. heheh. im back after a week again. yeah a week and im weak! --, exhausted from the damned college crappy tests. ah. hehehe. but it's okay because of some reason... wahaha. hmmm. hey take a look at this pic. It's an image of a butterfly i got when i was studying 12 past midnight.... ^-^



shucks... well because of boredom and "nde-ko-maintindihan-ung-pnagaaralan-ko" ahmmm... hehehe this is what i did....





ehem. well, during our computer lessons... well, if i don't get the lesson right, sigh.... eto na lang gnagawa ko. internet-alt-tab-mode. ahahaha.



hihihi. well of course, i did have a friend out there. Her name is Chris. She's...uhm.. so nice, so good, pretty, approachable.... basta asteeeg cya at dakilang adeeek dn sa pc chaka kay... fafa champ. mwahahaha. *ehem. here's the girl...



^_^ hihihi. wla lang. ilabupeople. wahihihi. errr... anywei. bout my life? yea it's okay.... basta. ahihih. it's upon the title okay. ciao....

happy ending?

do you believe in happy endings? sigh... how i really wish... yea for some reason... these days that had passed, well... i'm really not so "in" it. i don't know... things are really confusing and diminishing my thoughts. Like, there's something behind every word that i say.... that he said.... well I was right? yea.... but even before he said it, i've realized it before he told it to me. why? i really don't know what to say. ALL that i remember which i've told him were the words... "bat ganon, nsaktan ata ako...?"

*ehem

anywei, let's not talk about it. i really feel so bad, the hell with me, i don't know.. suddenly i felt affected? ohh i know you really don't get the catch on what i'm saying here. waah never mind.

hayyyyyyyyyyyyy. HEY, got pics here. well let me take you on a tour. RIGHT. This is the crib which im hanging to right now... my dorm...on nightmode



and this is us... hanging out. That's me, naz and abel.



well, of course these are my friends... of course, i still see them. =)










...there there. pix to spice up this crappy site. hehehe... oh my.

...i really don't feel like talking now. anywei... maybe i better go.

...so much for my happy ending.

Seven Days

Trapped. Poor little me who had been trapped. I could no longer escape that world. COLLEGE. Yea, i know it's fun. FUN only if we're talking about the trips and the hang-outs... but a real PAIN if I tell you the real thing.



JESUS CHRIST! waah! I cannot believe I already survived the first Seven Days of my life in Manila... behind those walls... those old old old walls that lies beneath the Philippine History. Behind those walls, lives.... me.

Well, hehe, if you want to visit me... well u better not. -_- joke. hehe. THE HELL WITH ME FOR I DON't KNOW THE EXACT ADDRESS WHERE MY DORMITORY stands. ahihihi. Well, anywei, i got to catch things up out there, good thing is, my two close friends lives there too, well, Naz and Abel. Sad to say, Abel is sooo bored and lonely living in that place. OH i don't know. But i do understand his situation. Well, I'm planning to leave that place too when my 2nd yr in college comes. Yeah, I'm changing my scheds so that when I commute, It won't be a hindrance or a problem and stuff. *Sykes Guess what? This was the 1st week of my independence. Well, it's so damn hard alright. I get to prepare my own food, my own clothes, my own stuffs... managed to budget my money w/c i don't actually do because all i want is to spend spend spend... oh my. hehe. I'm really a stubborn timid girl HALF-way back in my highschool life. OH WHAT GIVES.. that's me. hehe. BUT I'm trying to change... and i hope i could.

MEETING NEW PEOPLE. YEah, not a problem. THANK GOD, my 1st batch of classmates were like my old classmates. But of course, still, my old classmates were better in highschool. hihihi. Well, my college classmates...They were actually SABOG. hehe. I have new friends which i go with, hmm.. Chris and Mazel... they were the two friends which i always go with. Bernice, Ivy, Donna and Jamaica are the others whom i also spend time with. WELL, we're the only girls in class after all. hehe. Woah, EVEN NAZ, hangs out with us, he's a dude who's where the girls are. HEHE. How bout a new crush? well there is... Chris and Mazel likes him too. ahahah. His name? SHIKRET.(PANOOO C STRAW??? HMF. CYA PAREN LABS KO, wla tatapat don. ahihihi.) An admirer? well, naz told me someone is asking for my number to him. @_@ wahh. I wonder... THE PROFESSORS? Yeah pretty good. THE COLLEGE? one hella good world.

YESTERDAY: woah, OF course, sunday afternoon, I planned to go home because i have no classes on a Monday, which is today. I'm leaving later at around 5-6pm to go back in that walls. Oh man. HMMM... what happened yesterday? I wonder if I'm goin to post it here. hehehe. BASTA NAKAUWI AKO. UN LANG. ask me, if ur doubting on the real thing that happened. hehehe. \m/

ALL i can say now is...

SEVEN DAYS.

over me

think.think. hmm.
i was reading my past posts a while ago... not my "accidentally-blind" posts, well, it's the "www.ringwraith.radpages.com" posts.
*shucks
i can't believe i wrote those! man, i was like... questioning, did i really wrote this? as if i didn't... yea! really. -_-
man! some of the posts were really confusing. @_@
oh well,
hold on! look at my layout. @_@ so it's new. i hope you won't mind with the layout i used. hehe.
hey, 1 week to go, pretty sure i'm steppin to college. whew, im really not that excited nor anxious or somethin bout it. Hell, im goin to experience the things my friends are experiencing right now. THEY SAY... IT'S HAPPY AND FREE... EXCEPT FOR THE ASSIGNMENT CRAPS WHICH IS LIKE duh AND tsktsk. heheh. Will i find my prince charming there? whack meee waaaa! hehe.

well, see ya anywei. byerrrz.

jozel=)