zzzz. wake up dude. I'm here. hey, how's it all going here? a lot of days passed. Well yeah, this pass few days i was sooooo like jinxed. First, i got this dizzy-thingy at the mall wit my 2 closest friends, Neri and Abel. I spoiled our trip. OH MY. yeah, i was so weary and dizzy, i want to collapse.... ugh.
2nd, the hell, there's this new patch at pRO. What in the world! I was not able to download it. It took me 2 days to finish!! sheeesh! ahhh.
oh well, who the hell cares. ANywei, *winks got something... a poem. My words.. my thoughts... for straw. *ehem
Heard
Parting our days, I want to hold on
Letting go, would be my saddest dawn
I wanna hear the memories we've kept
Even though a lot of times we really were deaf
Unknowing things as they pass by
lead on to this trembling sudden goodbye
people tell me, just live on and forget
for i'll find another, not a regret
unknowing that they don't really know
doesn't matter if i have no reason to show
but i do love you now, so how could i leave?
yet, you still don't hear how much i grieve
Locking and forbidding myself, telling not to slip
not a word, not a feeling, not a tear to drip
why do i intend to keep it all within me?
I lie, yet a hypocrite, i don't wanna be
I remember when i take that simple glance
devours me to lament, to smile, even be sad by chance
how i'll miss everything i do against you, sometimes
how i can't take off my thoughts without you on the lines
i see myself running away from your presence
still i don't want to be judged and be sentenced
i just wanna know, if you'll hear me that time, til that moment someday
til our paths crosses again, wish you'll hear the perfect words that i'll say.
Friday, May 27, 2005
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
FLushed by the flash
FLushed by the Flash
hey got new stuffs but it aint no quizzes okay, it's some kind of mind reading thingy. the hell, could the computer read my mind? I don't know if it'll work on you guys, better check it out: The Magic Card trick
hmmm, this is another mind thingy but it's somewhat like a hypnotizing thingy, don't take it seriously, just relax... and focus. Hey it made me scream and laugh, Hypnotic experiment no.3
....okay that's that.... i got to play something, its not ragnarok okay. see me at yahoo pool or yahoo chess. HAHA. yesterday i got 20-5 winning scores on chess. \m/ but in pool... ohh my wins are just merely luck hehehhe. anywei.. got to scoot my way out.
ciao.
hey got new stuffs but it aint no quizzes okay, it's some kind of mind reading thingy. the hell, could the computer read my mind? I don't know if it'll work on you guys, better check it out: The Magic Card trick
hmmm, this is another mind thingy but it's somewhat like a hypnotizing thingy, don't take it seriously, just relax... and focus. Hey it made me scream and laugh, Hypnotic experiment no.3
....okay that's that.... i got to play something, its not ragnarok okay. see me at yahoo pool or yahoo chess. HAHA. yesterday i got 20-5 winning scores on chess. \m/ but in pool... ohh my wins are just merely luck hehehhe. anywei.. got to scoot my way out.
ciao.
Friday, May 06, 2005
insoMiAc
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna happen like that
Cause I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl
i can't believe i just wrote that lyrics. Hollaback girl! haha. lol. well, the beat is somewhat..hmmm... funny. I don't know. hehehe.
the hell what's wrong me?! God, you know I'm turning into a zombie. I don't know. I'm like a dead person that could live without sleep. UNDEAD. I don't know if i have an insomiac or somethin' it's been a long WORTH while since i've been sleepin' so late. It's either i'm on a movie marathon or playing and hanging out by my computer.
what's on?
*sheeesh, for cryin' out loud, i already said it up there, oh u know, movies and computer. or sleeping i guess.
what's wit the freakin' pc anywei?
*sheeeesh again, RAGNAROK...heck! bat i'm just hanging 'round there, well, i'm on with my `cLangcLang.. hehe. my BlackSmith.. a forger.. a vendor.. well hey, i get to meet fellow Blacksmith's out there who's also bored. Yeah, including Abel... hehe, we hang out in the middle of the stupid early early early morning. AND HELL I HATE IT. Well do you think I am enjoying the stupid late night stay out? *tsk tsk I ain't no hollaback girl and i don't even know what that hollaback mean. @_@
Hmmm anywei, let's get real. OH NOW I'M THINKIN' SOMEWHAT TWICE, but i've made up my mind okay! oh u know, bout MAPUA. HMMM. CG, a friend from-way-too-out-of-my-place talked wit me. Chatted i mean. Well, he asked me bout my college school. I said, Mapua of course. The hell he said: huh Mapua? talga? *gosh sayang talino mo bat don? Yeah somethin like that. I think, Mapua for him is a way-too-ugly-college. Well, he's insisting me to back up! And go to UST instead, not because of HIM, also going there, well he said because of my future's sake! WAAAAAAAAA. Mejo nairita ako sakanya ng konte don! AMP AMP AMP! Minaliit pa MAPUA e don n nga pnka malufet ang enginneering! AMP AMP! But... Oh well, i kinda think of transfering when I hated things in Mapua, like yeah... the MALAYAN thingy goin on. BUT... OH MY what if... what if... the US call suddenly pops? And.. we'll be goin... flyin'... out here. Then my grandpa will insist me to go to some college in US. WAAAAAA!!!!! I know it's so kewl to go there, but i think i can't handle the peeeepz!
*okay IM JUST DREAMIN. It aint real okay. hehehe. BUT WHAT IF? @_@
now..hmmm... what to accomplish this vacation (and i think i still aint complishing anythin):
1.buy a new cellphone.
2.finish my highschool scrap book.
3.get a haircut.
4.sleep early (but i can't waaaa!)
5.complete my +8 priest equips in pRO. wahahahah. (@_@ it's near... man i can feel it. i only have one equip to go. +8monk hat that worths 60-70m... whatta a rip off! and of course, my extra gears. like my pipe. and i'm wondering if i'm gonna use an elven ears or a blinker...like Elven ears is cheaper and kewl or rather should i pick a blinker w/c best suits my name, b.l.i.n.d ...blah i don't know. I'll decide after the monkhat)
6.be a lvl 99.....or just a lvl96+, that'll do. ^-^
7.FORGET ABOUT STRAW? ASA. nde no. gusto ko kusa mawala. yeah forgetting bout him would be so.... like.... breaking my......computer!!!!!!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!! hahaha lol. SO.... I would just let it slip away automatically. AS IF. AYOKO tlga kalmutan parang nkakaMISS. parang meh kulang. @_@
8.buy lots of new clothes.
9.lessen my addiction to that stupid ragnarok!
10.WRITE A STORY... a story that would suit my contentment and happiness bout life... bout love... oh i don't know, basta ung malulupitan ako.
>>>> Well saying honestly, I wrote this Waterfall thing when i was in 3rd year. People told me that they were amazed. WAPAK! Binasa ko ng paulit ulit, hanep, ewan parang wlang dating sakin ung waterfall na un. @_@ well among the poems and stories i wrote... these are the top 5 which i liked most:
1. Class Prophecy - yeah it reminds me of the whole batch of my highschool life. Well, hindi ko cya cnulat ng solo, this was a combined ideas by Jeff, Ian, Maan and me. RIGHT. I remember when i was reading it back on our Prom'05 ...hahha... i can't believe it was me speakin' out there by the juniors, the seniors, the teachers... the crowd. HECK.. feel na feel ko, pero kabado. laway ko pa natalsik. wahahahha. lol.
2. THE END - it was for my MOM. I miss her so much. Yeah, including my Lola. sigh. How i wish we are a complete family right now. EH d sna meh ka-kwentuhan ako kay STRAW! malufet magbigay ng advice nanay ko e! ...e kaso pag andyan c lola, nako baka masapak ako non! TALANDE KANG BATA KA! but it's okay, i love them so much. IT's just a fault that, i've never ever said my I LOVE YOU to my nanay. *sob AND... yea i've said I LOVE YOU to my LOla in greeting cards which i make. hehehe. d bale magkkita kita parin kame. I'll make u guys proud! Like what the movies said... C'MON AND MAKE YER MOMMA PROUD! haha.
3. THE FIRST AND LAST DANCE- ayan!!!! heck konti lang nkabasa nian. nde na publish *sob. EWAN KO BA inspired na inspired ako dyan, dati pa yang story na yan nung 3rd yr pako. hanep na bura pa sa pc ko. wala 2loy ako copy. shet. hehehe.
4. THE FIREWALL - AMP!!!!!!! yan nagpanalo sakin ng 2nd place sa UP TALAHASAAN! i also have no copy. weehehehe. but i liked it. It's a youth story. Bout a youth who should have hope in everything. basta short story na nde ko namalayan na..... AMP! @#!?@#!$ 2nd place!
5.REVELATION - slash geeee geeee weeeeee. STRAW this is for u MAN! *winks.
If only you would unbreak the puzzle I’m keeping…
There’s so much revelation, I am foreseeing
But how could you see? How could I say?
Long lost words linger me, blurred into gray.
heheheheh.... okay okay. don't you think this post is long enough to fill up my missed days? *blink *blink
....ANGAS
....PERA
....DAHAS
....ROK\m/
....ciao =^.^=
So it's not just gonna happen like that
Cause I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl
i can't believe i just wrote that lyrics. Hollaback girl! haha. lol. well, the beat is somewhat..hmmm... funny. I don't know. hehehe.
the hell what's wrong me?! God, you know I'm turning into a zombie. I don't know. I'm like a dead person that could live without sleep. UNDEAD. I don't know if i have an insomiac or somethin' it's been a long WORTH while since i've been sleepin' so late. It's either i'm on a movie marathon or playing and hanging out by my computer.
what's on?
*sheeesh, for cryin' out loud, i already said it up there, oh u know, movies and computer. or sleeping i guess.
what's wit the freakin' pc anywei?
*sheeeesh again, RAGNAROK...heck! bat i'm just hanging 'round there, well, i'm on with my `cLangcLang.. hehe. my BlackSmith.. a forger.. a vendor.. well hey, i get to meet fellow Blacksmith's out there who's also bored. Yeah, including Abel... hehe, we hang out in the middle of the stupid early early early morning. AND HELL I HATE IT. Well do you think I am enjoying the stupid late night stay out? *tsk tsk I ain't no hollaback girl and i don't even know what that hollaback mean. @_@
Hmmm anywei, let's get real. OH NOW I'M THINKIN' SOMEWHAT TWICE, but i've made up my mind okay! oh u know, bout MAPUA. HMMM. CG, a friend from-way-too-out-of-my-place talked wit me. Chatted i mean. Well, he asked me bout my college school. I said, Mapua of course. The hell he said: huh Mapua? talga? *gosh sayang talino mo bat don? Yeah somethin like that. I think, Mapua for him is a way-too-ugly-college. Well, he's insisting me to back up! And go to UST instead, not because of HIM, also going there, well he said because of my future's sake! WAAAAAAAAA. Mejo nairita ako sakanya ng konte don! AMP AMP AMP! Minaliit pa MAPUA e don n nga pnka malufet ang enginneering! AMP AMP! But... Oh well, i kinda think of transfering when I hated things in Mapua, like yeah... the MALAYAN thingy goin on. BUT... OH MY what if... what if... the US call suddenly pops? And.. we'll be goin... flyin'... out here. Then my grandpa will insist me to go to some college in US. WAAAAAA!!!!! I know it's so kewl to go there, but i think i can't handle the peeeepz!
*okay IM JUST DREAMIN. It aint real okay. hehehe. BUT WHAT IF? @_@
now..hmmm... what to accomplish this vacation (and i think i still aint complishing anythin):
1.buy a new cellphone.
2.finish my highschool scrap book.
3.get a haircut.
4.sleep early (but i can't waaaa!)
5.complete my +8 priest equips in pRO. wahahahah. (@_@ it's near... man i can feel it. i only have one equip to go. +8monk hat that worths 60-70m... whatta a rip off! and of course, my extra gears. like my pipe. and i'm wondering if i'm gonna use an elven ears or a blinker...like Elven ears is cheaper and kewl or rather should i pick a blinker w/c best suits my name, b.l.i.n.d ...blah i don't know. I'll decide after the monkhat)
6.be a lvl 99.....or just a lvl96+, that'll do. ^-^
7.FORGET ABOUT STRAW? ASA. nde no. gusto ko kusa mawala. yeah forgetting bout him would be so.... like.... breaking my......computer!!!!!!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!! hahaha lol. SO.... I would just let it slip away automatically. AS IF. AYOKO tlga kalmutan parang nkakaMISS. parang meh kulang. @_@
8.buy lots of new clothes.
9.lessen my addiction to that stupid ragnarok!
10.WRITE A STORY... a story that would suit my contentment and happiness bout life... bout love... oh i don't know, basta ung malulupitan ako.
>>>> Well saying honestly, I wrote this Waterfall thing when i was in 3rd year. People told me that they were amazed. WAPAK! Binasa ko ng paulit ulit, hanep, ewan parang wlang dating sakin ung waterfall na un. @_@ well among the poems and stories i wrote... these are the top 5 which i liked most:
1. Class Prophecy - yeah it reminds me of the whole batch of my highschool life. Well, hindi ko cya cnulat ng solo, this was a combined ideas by Jeff, Ian, Maan and me. RIGHT. I remember when i was reading it back on our Prom'05 ...hahha... i can't believe it was me speakin' out there by the juniors, the seniors, the teachers... the crowd. HECK.. feel na feel ko, pero kabado. laway ko pa natalsik. wahahahha. lol.
2. THE END - it was for my MOM. I miss her so much. Yeah, including my Lola. sigh. How i wish we are a complete family right now. EH d sna meh ka-kwentuhan ako kay STRAW! malufet magbigay ng advice nanay ko e! ...e kaso pag andyan c lola, nako baka masapak ako non! TALANDE KANG BATA KA! but it's okay, i love them so much. IT's just a fault that, i've never ever said my I LOVE YOU to my nanay. *sob AND... yea i've said I LOVE YOU to my LOla in greeting cards which i make. hehehe. d bale magkkita kita parin kame. I'll make u guys proud! Like what the movies said... C'MON AND MAKE YER MOMMA PROUD! haha.
3. THE FIRST AND LAST DANCE- ayan!!!! heck konti lang nkabasa nian. nde na publish *sob. EWAN KO BA inspired na inspired ako dyan, dati pa yang story na yan nung 3rd yr pako. hanep na bura pa sa pc ko. wala 2loy ako copy. shet. hehehe.
4. THE FIREWALL - AMP!!!!!!! yan nagpanalo sakin ng 2nd place sa UP TALAHASAAN! i also have no copy. weehehehe. but i liked it. It's a youth story. Bout a youth who should have hope in everything. basta short story na nde ko namalayan na..... AMP! @#!?@#!$ 2nd place!
5.REVELATION - slash geeee geeee weeeeee. STRAW this is for u MAN! *winks.
If only you would unbreak the puzzle I’m keeping…
There’s so much revelation, I am foreseeing
But how could you see? How could I say?
Long lost words linger me, blurred into gray.
heheheheh.... okay okay. don't you think this post is long enough to fill up my missed days? *blink *blink
....ANGAS
....PERA
....DAHAS
....ROK\m/
....ciao =^.^=
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