Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Suntok sa buwan! Suntok sa buwan!

waaa.. right now, i'm really addicted to that song. AH! oh u know why. HEHE. hey, guess what?! God's miracle is really on my side... MAN! ang laking 2long talaga ng pagoorasyon ko nung Easter Sunday. hehehe.... TOP 3 ako waaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! beh top 9 ako tpos sulong sa top3?! OMG! can't believe this! i swear i thank GOD so much. BUTI n lng d ako nagpabaya nung 3rd yr.... if ever... nakupo! lagpak ako sa top 10! heheh!

anywei...

don't know what to say. I just loOoVe Suntok sa Buwan. I'm surely related to it... man. IF ONLY STRAW KNEW EVRYTHING.............. but i swear i can't tell.

so what?!

i would get hurt?!

nahhhh...

let it be....

kewl down!

Saturday, March 26, 2005

You're a God

I've got to be honest
I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's OK
There's somewhere beyond this I know
But I hope I can find the words to say

Never again no
No never again

[Chorus]
'Cause you're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
That you would know
You're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
I'd let you go

But I've been unable
To put you down
I'm still learning things I ought to know by now
It's under the table so
I need something more to show somehow

Never again no
No never again

[Chorus]

I've got to be honest
I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's OK
There's somewhere beyond this I know
But I hope I can find the words to say
Never again no
No never again

[Chorus]

............hey. it's good friday. Goodie goodie, what do i have to say now? well i don't know, i'm sorta inspired.

This morning, i mean noon.. WELL I ALWAYS WAKE UP LATE. HEHE. uhm, i've watched a movie.. it's somewhat like a Dracula thingy. An old movie. yeah. That's why it's like somewhat classical.. oh yah know... the effects... well i was some kinda touched with Count Dracula HEHE. He's crying... yeah. Because of the 1 and only 1 OH YEAH... woman he had ever loved, MIna. Mina, is just a reincarnation of the REAL lady he had fallen for. Sadly, She died through a tragic accident. Dracula was depressed... or i don't know what happend.. i think it was because of him. That's why he cursed himself and became a vampire searchin' for somethin, searchin' for an answer. Yeah. A lot more years later, He was reawaken... [well i ain't gonna tell u the whole story ok] He went to london to search. Back then, he was really pale and OLD. But, to look good and unsuspicious, he rejuvinated himself.. like younger. He, then so a lady... it was Mina, a reincarnation. Well yeah, they met, they talked, they had a conversation.. a chat... became friends... had a relationship... until MIna was obssessed wit him. Well, at the ending of the movie, OF COURSE, dracula was to be hunted and executed. Well yeah, it did happened, but Mina was there protecting him... even though it was too late... Dracula has been slashed on the neck and was stabbed on the heart. Yeah, they were crying at each other. SHe even kissed him [MAN... he had blood on his mouth.. HECK! that's nasty!] Then... there was a cross on top of them and it was like shining at their cursed body. His pale face was rejuvinated and it was like his bad bad bad soul was vanished onto the oblivion. Mina stabbed him harder. BUT INSTEAD of his face feeling more pain, he was smiling at her... as if HE was happy that SHE was there until the end.. until he found the answer. tears fell...... Mina cut his head off...... and it was finally an unquestionable end. WELL I DON't know, i like the plot and evrything.

Yeah, and a while ago, uhm.. this evening I've watched Bruce Almighty AGAIN. hmmm for the 4th time i think, well, DI NAMAN AKO NAGSASAWA. GANDA KZ. Realizing... hmmm.. medjo pasenti ako ngaun... UHM, not all wishes or DREAMS are A YES to evrything. GET IT? It's not always YES. YES could be a tragedy. Before saying yes... think about it. ANd of course, talking bout love. YOU CAN"T make a person love you. It's their free will. SO LET IT BE. It's the matter of deciding. IF FATE DECIDES it's the two of you.. well then.. it's the two of YOU. WEHEHEH. WALA LANG. MASARAP LANG MAG CONTEMPLATE ngaun. wala lang.. gnagaya ko lang sabi sa TV. HEHEH. Halleluia! rOk u GoD I Luv YAH! Your will be done!

Thursday, March 24, 2005

HEY...

new layout. dark again! of course....
oh guess what? I've passed MAPUA. yeah i thought i was goin to mess up that test! ahhhh! besideds that, Well yesterday was somewhat ALRIGHTY!

Yeah, i forgot to post this thingy, i ran out of internet card.... hehe.
Well, Nerilyn, Charm, Jewel, Abel, Kenneth, Me and ALBERT, went to McDo. BTW, ALbert is an old friend of Neri, Charm and Jewel. Yeah, he was somewhat... FUN. HE PLAYS RAGNAROK too. HEHE! We've crave our way to hang out, EATING. I don't know what to say but.. I KNOW IT WAS REALLY KEWL. Yeah, this ain't the first time, WE hanged out.. but... i don't know what to say.. it was somewhat different. HEHEHE. wala lang.

So what did i still miss? Oh yeah, our CAT grad! yey hell's crackin' down.... CAT's no more!

But of course, my blanked BLIND head-over-heart mind is still on a mess. You want to know? UHM, secret.... but if i'm goin to tell you, OMG it's goin to be a drama. Yeah, sharin' my sadness..... well my answer to that problem for now is COLLEGE and AMERICA. Why huh? If Our papers would be fixed early or sooner... Man, I could fly off and so, of my BLIND head-over-heart mind. COLLEGE could be an answer too... Man I could be far away from "that-who" problem.. and within a snap.. BUHBYe, i forgot.

...but i know everythin' would be hard... come what may.... yeah my unfading quote...
come what may... so, now what?

FADE OFF!

Sunday, March 20, 2005

hey just hangin round.... check this thing out, i got this quiz from ate YAnn's bloggy... MAN, half of me is a MAN! aaaaa! just click it if u wanna know yerz... kewl DOWN!





Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male



Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve




seee that?! and check this age thingy too! Well... exactly my result was SO RIGHT!





You Are 17 Years Old



17





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.




HMMM! yeah. now... this is the last stuff. Who's the perfect guy for me? HEHE? and he's.......

no
He looks so cute in that black jacket. He's
even holding your hand. While you jump on his
back. Just like a piggy back ride. He looks
like a bad boy but, he isn't. When he meets you
his whole life will change:)


Who's Perfect For You???
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Saturday, March 19, 2005

Suntok sa Buwan


HIndi mo ba alam
Ang dami kong pinagtakpan?
PAg ksama ka'y .... sUntok sa buwan
hindi mo nga alam
Mundo mo nga iyong tignan
wag kang gnyan wLang pupuntahan

oh di ko toh gusto....

kya wag kang lalayo....

[Chorus:]
Itanong mo sa akin, tatanungin ko rin
kung ika'y aamin, lahat ay ggwin
Itanong mo sa akin, tatanungin ko rn, kung ika'y aamin
lahat ay ggwin.....

Hindi mo nppncn, kailangan mo akong dinggin
Hindi habang buhay, ika'y aantayin
ito'y aking hiling
kaya sana nmn ay tanggapin
ng puso ko'y di nabibitin

oh d ko toh gusto

kaya wg kang lalayo...

....BLAH. yey, HI! SUntok sa Buwan! Yeah! Like that song... man! Have u read evrythin'? The lyrics...? LIKE IM SO RELATED TO IT. and this line...

Hindi mo nppncn, kailangan mo akong dinggin
Hindi habang buhay, ika'y aantayin
ito'y aking hiling
kaya sana nmn ay tanggapin
ng puso ko'y di nabibitin

WEEE! T_T Well, it explains as what it says, Hindi habang buhay ika'y aantayin NAKZ! yeah, all people, as we know, IS NOT MERELY waiting all the time. MAN! All things has their ends! Not all the time.... we serve to be waiting. NAH UH! Oh you know what i mean.

"oh d ko toh gusto

kaya wg kang lalayo..."

........buzz....kewl down.

Friday, March 18, 2005

3 to 17th!

OH MY! It's my birthday! haha! March 17! and I'm 17? HELL YEAH! OH MY....well, my budz and me hang around my place. Do you want me to enumerate them? OKAY!

1. Nerilyn - A LOT AND THANKS! There are a lot of things which I wanted to thank you. I can't find the exact words... We've shared each other's feelingsss,expreiences, sadness... Yeah. And today, As i turn my 17th shine in this cold world... I hope this wouldn't be the last party I'm goin' to be wit yah! oh you know... college.. or IF I'm goin' to America.. that's only IF!

2. Abel- THE HELL WIT YOU! MY KISSES AND THANKS! You always make me smile. Even though you're sometimes... uhm... not that funny. HEHE. (anu pa ba tawag don.. corrn..y?hehe) JOKE! Well, you're always there! You're just like a brother to me! you roK man! I wonder if I could find another guy like you! Just like You whom I run to exactly on the time I'm feeling down....thanks MAN! You ROK!

3. JP - CHEERS BUD! You're my 1 and only DO-Re-MI! ah yeah! You make my life so musical... the ups and downs... the funny things we do. The hyper things.. the cries.. you're chizmiz. MAN! I'm sure I'm gonna miss all that! AND MOST OF ALL... YOU MAN!

4. CHArm- GirL! MY BoN! Luv Yer thoughts! You always help me with you're advices... sa pagpapahiram ng CD! To your smiles and thingys! To your songs! your dances... dirrrty. HEHEH. MAN! Where could I ever find another charming buddy like CHARM?

5. Jewel- HEY!!! My WEBBBY GIRL! THANKS! HEY! I hope this party wouldn't be the last... and if ever... SEE YOU ROUND ON THE NET..! THANKS for your cute words that's so crazzzzy! At times when I'm serious, and you've spotted me... and you say your Funny words, I can't help but laugh! I'm sure gonna miss it! You're the most insane gurl I've ever known! NOT ON THE OUTSIDE.. BUT ON THE OUTSIDE AND INSIDE?!!!!

6. SARAH, KENNETH, JMIE, ELLAIN, MAAN - fishy! HI TO YAH! Guyz! hope to see you again... IF THERE's another party. SARAH, my boyang my cookie my bud! Thanks for your freakin' LoOve Advices. IT HELPS really. And for our song... "MATA" hehe. KENNETH, my RENO, hehehe KEEP EATIN' LIVERSPREAD POTAH OUR FAVORITE! THANKS sa kalokohan! JMIE, my BRO! the hell thanks for the Sims2... AND for the friendship, I never thought we could be also close! heheh! ELLAIN, my ELEEENNNA, Luv your songs. You're the ones who influenced me the song "MATA" which is now 1 of my supah favah songz! MAAN, my MAANDALE! KEEP PLAYIN' RAGNA! hehehe! Hey, thanks for your time... I really like being wit yah! You're one crazy gurL...!

Well, yeah, almost half of the class did attend. Izz's Crew... SJ's Crew... Jerome, Howell and Renson. CG WHO GREETED ME TOO! KUYA ALLAN! HEHEH! AARON WHO REMEMBERED MY BDAY... heheh! GULAT NGA KO, naalala mo pah! AND OF course, mah family, mah everythin! This party wouldn't be this happy without their help! THE YUMMY FOODS! AHHHH INIHAW NA BABOY! GRBE!!! UHUH. Well chempre, meh isa akong inimbitahan na hindi pumunta. Nakakapagtampo nga eh. IF EVER YOU'LL read this, LAST NA TOH boi.... tpos d ka pa pumunta.... baka wala nako next year! bakit ganon..

OH NEVER MIND... BUZZZZZZ.

SO! maybe i should rock mah BED now! I'm too tired... tomorrow's another day! KEWL DOWN!

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

hey! tomorrow's my bday! haha! gettin older here... anywei, here's a new quizzie to hook up wit. And here's my result (as usual) hehee... scroll down! ciao!

kewl
You like the trouble making types.


What kind of guy are you most attracted to?
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the BLuRRRs of Black 'n' Red

whuttah? HEY NEW LAYOUT! hues of blak and red! gosh, hope it's not that creepy. But i like the way it is. Uhm.. well, i'm kinda NOT OH SO BUSY THESE DAYS. I'm somewhat exempted in the examz. OH YEAH. except for damn Physics. Bummer.

BoO! hey, a while ago.. i was at Neri's criB. yeah we ate and talk. Abel was there... Jmie.. CHarm and Jewel. yeah, we just wasted time happily out there. hehehe. love it. I'm sure i'm gonna miss them. HMMM... will i get to meet those kinda people, in college? Hope so... but i know they're unforgettable and unique. Nothing, could ever replace them. OH YEAH....... shuckz. T_T OH MYYYYYY.... my birthday's near. AHhhhh the creep!!!! I'M GETTING older man! HEHEHE anyweiz... I get to get another level of freedom... hihihihi.

oh welllll... i almost forgot to say, I MISS STRAW! heheheh. ala lang. SHHHHH. KLALA NIU BA UN? THE HELL! nde! HEHEHE. Actually, it's...

do u want me to say it?

KIS MUNA! lol.

g'nyt

Monday, March 14, 2005

i'm totally freaked out!

hey, errrr.... well you know what, i'm sorta tellin' you somethin', i don't know if it's worth believing. well hey i kinda have this... coincidence. Oh i don't know, it kinda happens a lot of times already to me. There are things which I do, that is a purpose for somethin'.... yeah, somethin' that'll happen next. LIKE SIGNS which i don't even know and notice. Really. Yeah I think it's some kinda kewl. But i know you can't understand what i'm sayin. OH NEVER MIND.

MAN! just check this quiz out. WAAA DRACO MALFOY... *drool (ang luvz ko waaa)



draco2

You like Romantic
Draco!

Romantic Draco is
well...a dream come true! He will come to sweep
you off your feet like a knight in shining
armour! Polite, refined and very handsome,
Romantic Draco wants nothing more then to woo
you. Throwing aside all inhibitions, he will
tell you he loves you constantly and deny the
wrath of Slytherin for his love of you. He
spends his money freely on you, graces you with
many gifts and writes you romantic poetry! He
is constantly at your side and dreadfully
overprotective!

You love Romantic Draco
because you are a true Romantic at heart!


Which Draco Malfoy would you fall for?
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Saturday, March 12, 2005

HANGING BY A MOMENT

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where i Started
Chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

forgetting all i'm lacking
completely incomplete
i'll take your invitation
you take all of me

now.. i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know
i'm running and not quite sure where to go
i don't know what i'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you

there's nothing else to lose
nothing left to find
there's nothing in the world
that could change my mind
there is nothing else
there is nothing else...

--------------------
shuckz. yeah right now, i'm sorta listening to that song. well, something struck me. Yeah it's bout my friends. Yeah, I've imagined what will hapen to each of us. Now... that damnedddd College is soooo walking closer to us. Right. How I wish that will be goin on the right paths......

*ehem... I wish that they won't ever EVER forget the times we're together, speakin' and blobbing bout stuffs... Talking AGAINST each other... the times we shed a tear. The times we became and stood out just FOR THE SAKE OF OURSELVES which we call... SELFISHNESS... (hehehe ABEL... NERI... AKO.... matamaan tanga) oh yeah, and of course the time we've spent together roaming around out of nowhere, place to place.... and now that our graduation is slammin' near to us..... until then, I wish you all my sweetest rockin' luck ! Never would I say farewell, i know we'll get to meet again someday. I HOPE THIS WON"T BE THE END... And i know it will never be. I HOPE. 0.o

SO..until there and back again.... ciao.

Thursday, March 10, 2005

same day

hey, i'm just checkin' and droppin' by... check this quiz out.. rate your emotions. this is my result...kewl.

pic
You are the Spirit of Innocence. Always with the
sweet smile of a child, you know how to have
good clean fun, you have a natural vunerability
about you, which makes you able to make friends
very well, as they are drawn instinctively by
the urge to protect you. But even though you
look as fragile as a child inside you are very
strong with your easy look on life. When you
get a partner (because there is no way you
cant!) your life will be perfect.


Which stunning spirit of emotion are you?
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Uncracked

Uncrack

well hey. shuckz *_* man... i'm totally not me these past few days. I'm insanely confused on what i feel. waaaaa. i don't understand.... waaaaa. HERE I GO AGAIN! MAYBE I AM falling again. ACk. stop the drama gurl... scram! T_T MAn. I want to crack myself up so that I could know my answer. I am diminished by my blank head. How should I say this? I think I AM SO FALLING FOR "STRAW!" ahhhh. And yet... College is near! WOuld I See him ever ever ever ever again? sheeesh. OH come what may. what gives! anywho, i'm meeting a lot of other dudes out there. RIGHT. But still... i can't imagine. YEAH. I don't know what should i feel. Would I forget him until then? I WANT TO!!! AND YET A WHOLE PART OF ME says NO! MAn... shuckz. What gives dude? When will you leave my mind... my soul... my heart? (waw..lalim non) But you know what, don't want to forget a thing about you. I don't care whatever may happen. I know those things that would occur has their reasons for me to understand. I wonder what would happen. Hmmm.

Anyway!

Wah, graduation's near! April 3! man, time's so fasssst! I don't wanna skate to college! wah. What would happen to me? Would I be so stupid and foolish to understand how to get the hell out there? Would I feel like.... ALONE? NO WAY! huh... what'ver what'ver.... blah. come what may right? Whatever it is.. I should be ready. THIS VACATION... I'm planning a change.

I want to learn some drivin'! alright...kewl.
I want to learn play the guitar... yeahhh music hang out. TO DRIVE MYSELF AWAY FROM THE PC.
Uhm, a make over for myself? Well i don't know. just an improvement of myself i guess. ^_~

RIGHT. sooo.. you see, I'm hangin' by my computer again, and I have 3 quizzes for tomorrow... and.. i'm not yet studyin' HELL NO I'M TIRED... but i should study wah! T_T

greeters go boom... SEE YAH.